Purge/Delusion/Perversion

You could always spend your life waiting for that grand gesture, that sign, that "Yes! He Loves You! He's dying on the inside too! Don't worry, he's felt the same this whole time and now, finally realized You were The One after all!"

You could, you might, but you will always be disappointed. Is reality what will kill all hope? Or is it just too hard for Him/Her/"The One" to see that all you need is the insides to go for it.


Lest ending up lonely, marrying someone just because we all know the rules of musical chairs.

Enough bitterness.






I recently received an awesome little package in the mail from Lightning Heart's

Phebe Rendulic

I won! Yay! Pretty glad this little gem of Love arrived when it did, because I am truly tapping out. Yes, my tumultuous affair with Love itself, is fucking over. There is no reason to be hopeful, he will not suddenly decide you are worth it, it will not end in a dance sequence in a cloud of Disney animated dreams. It will end in tears. Thankfully, I can rely on the knowledge that some people do get these happy endings... these Great Romances. Not for me. I get delicious Lip Balm and cute badges and pretty cards, so I can share some Love with the other lonely, bitter, bitches of the world.
That I CAN claim, is truly the happiest ending of them all.

Thanks Phebe!